Finally today has come. Chemo number two. Seems like so long ago that I had chemo number one. It HAS been!
This one brings mixed emotions. I am looking forward to it. Looking forward to getting on with this whole thing and getting beyond it. Getting all of this behind me and getting back to living a life without treatments, doctors, blood draws, etc on a weekly/daily basis!
At the same time, I am scared of what it is going to bring after what happened with and after chemo number one.
Basically I am starting all over and am learning all new, just how chemo is REALLY going to effect me.
I do feel I am in much better hands now and professionals that know what they are doing are going to be administering it this time.
If I don't post again for days, you will know my reaction to the chemo was not good. Last time things were so bad I could not deal with lights or the monitor glare and even turning down the contrast and brightness did not help. I simply could not use the computer for several weeks..... and that one was hard to take. Computers are a huge part of my life.
But here is to chemo going much much much better this time! (Wow, English teachers all over America would cringe at that sentence!)
Looking forward to posting again soon.....
3 comments:
Good luck with chemo two today. I have my fingers crossed that this one doesn't knock you for quite the loop as the last one. Take care.
I recently lost my wife to breast cancer. I stumbled onto your blog. It is amazing how everyones expeience is so different yet the same. I won't go into all that. I wanted to tell you that reading your blog today that I was touched and would like to send you a "trust" affermation charm. That will probably sound crazy. But if you would let me do this it is kind of a gift from my wife. My wife started a foundation about 4 years ago, most of the money we raise and our efforts are local to north central west virginia. But I am rambling like I am known to do. If you are in the least interested in this gift, go to easetheburden.com click on the link gifts for cancer patients. There will be a link there you can e-mail me and tell me where to send your charm. Reading your Blog I felt the trust charm was a good fit but feel free to pick one of the others if you would rather. blessing to you kevin kellar
Hi girl, I'm thinking about you and praying for you!!!! Don't forget that.
Post a Comment